Post by Triana on May 4, 2015 4:07:19 GMT -5
I move putting a camera in front of my face. I put it down on a table in my apartment as I hit the record button. Simply sitting in casual clothes of my baby blue shirt and white faded jeans. My mind head shakes in disgust.
“I got words from Demmie that she is the Queen bitch. I watched words come out of her mouth and I've seen the things that Zak has done. People seem to think that I actually care about where I am being placed. They seem to think that I have faded off the map the point is I am not trying. Why try when you know what level your at physically? I sit back and I watch everyone going toward Blade. I sit back as I watch Kurt Orton the supposed comeback kid going for the championship soon. People think that I am not wanting to compete? Competing is not the problem and don't get me wrong I love all the members I reside with in the New Age. But you know what? I will admit I am a spoiled bitch. I have come above and beyond the call of this company's whistle. People are wondering why would I show up to face Zak in the first place. The answer is easy because Vince McMahon showed me my must compete clause in my contract. Do I really care about Zak and facing him? The answer is no, I will partake but I will not promise my best. You see I am above that, I am beyond this moniker of being someone who settles. I get there is a line but this company is getting nothing from me. The motivation doesn't lie within the competition. It lays around the waist of Blade. I'm not some random hot blonde that is going to look pretty for the company. Whether Blade or Kurt have the title in the end or whether someone in the group I am with wants it I don't care. This bitch will get her way and this bitch will hold the title. I was television champion and intercontinental champion. I was the second female to wear the television championship. I was the first woman to wear the intercontinental championship. I will be the first woman to win and wear the world championship. Vince and board want me to be satisfied? They want me to be happy? The solution does come from being the main event diva because not even Demmie's little ass can hold that front page. I want one thing and that is to be the lime light lady. After this next big pay per view, Blade or Kurt isn't safe. I've said before hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. I was scorned by not being given my just cause. Zak the bell will ring and I could care less if I win or lose. I just want these next few weeks to pass then I know what I am going to be after whether the company wants me to or not. Triana is no bottom bitch, I am first class all the way!”
With that I stop the recording, my lips part slowly then I smile the gloss of my cherry lips show the smirk that has come about. The still is enough to give anyone the notice I am right. And the words that flowed effortlessly out were all truth to me.